The end of 2010 didn't go so well. To be honest it was a mix of blessings and curses. On the one hand we were able to go on a vacation to Tennessee which was nice but just before Christmas our foster placement had to go on to a new home because we were investigated. On top of it Jonny had some tremendous pressures from work this year. It looks like the first part of the new year is the same.
So, I decided that "Just Be" would be my theme. I think to me it signifies letting it all go and trying to live in the moment. The charges were unfounded and things were dropped. Jonny is a day away from stress relief. I am trying hard to use this time to focus on my relationship with Lily rather than obsess about having more children. There are just things out of my control so I am going to do something else rather than sit and obsess.
I have decided that their are just more important things. It's good to follow a dream but sometimes there are bumps in the road and you can't lose sight of the really important stuff. So part of "just being" I think I am going to do the following:
1. Listen to my body more - lately it is unhealthy and screaming for HELP!! I need to eat more healthy and exercise so I can get off my high blood pressure medication.
2. Listen to God more - Sometimes I forget I am not in control and I try to control the world. It's Gods world and I am a guest in it. Maybe if I listened more to what he wants things would go smoother
3. Hang out with my family - There is nothing better than spending time with the one's you love to show you just what the REALLY important things in life are.
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